The city zooms back in forth in this day and I stand by the wayside watching it go by.
Does the city still not love me?
Time and space and darkness and light and on and on I can see follow my ever waking life.
Along the winding roads and the bustling cityscape I feel a shadow looming over me.
Over my thoughts.
Over my heart.
Over my Corpus. (Not my Corpus. Never my Corpus.)
The corner of my life is still a blur to those around me that do not notice yet how I have become apart of it.
I take form in a city that does not know me, yet I know it dearly.
I’ve known it from visiting often in childhood.
From spending the day in teenhood.
From vacationing in young adulthood.
I spent my time in the background hoping to become a part of it…
And yet when I finally made it possible, my heart was no longer in it.
No longer in my Corpus. (Not my Corpus. Never my Corpus.)
Forever No More,